I've had a FOE account for awhile now and never really got on it.... but now I need somewhere to spill my guts out to and hopefully someone will listen.

For the past few day I been feeling like dreams and life is well pointless... not like suicidal pointless

but like"What YOU want to do in life is pointless" pointless, I've been wanting to make a carrer in music since.. since I was little like it's my dream to be able to play infront of people... but now-a-days I been…