As I sit here and think about what's been happening in my life lately I look back to the day that I wrote this for somebody who used to mean something to me, he was a good friend, and it's gone now. Now I find myself wondering if anything even mattered at all...

It came from feelings that I've never actually expressed to anybody and I regret every word of this, because I shouldn't have written this to please him, especially when he tells me now that I have nothing to live…

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Last night was absolutely amazzzzzing!!! I now officially love The Rave! All of the bands were phenominal and had sooooo much engergy!

I went to the concert most excited about The Cab (but of course, I luuuuvvvv everybody else with all my heart too!). I used to say that Pete Wentz had the best possible way of introducing a song when on Youtube I watched him introduce "I'm Like A Lawyer With The Way I'm Always Trying To Get You Off (Me & You)", but after The Cab all I can say…

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Aaah, how to say this I don't know after months and months of trying to figure it out. But to be put plainly, like many other people in the world, my music has saved my life. I never really listened to tons of music before, or at least as much as I do now. My whole life the main genre of music that I had was country, simply because that's what I was brought up on. August 16, 2009 was the day that changed everything. I was in a very deep bout of depression, well, I always am but this time it…

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I've never been a blogger, never really thought it made alot of sense for a small town girl who has alot to say but nobody who cared to listen to have one, but here I am right now, writing my very first real blog entry. I guess it's not about being read, just as long as it's written and you get it out there. Anyways, I'll just shut up now and come back later when I think of something witty, clever, interesting, or completely uninteresting to say.