“It’s like I have a loaded gun in my mouth and my finger’s on the trigger, and I like the taste of the gunmetal.” robert downey jr.


for what feels like forever fall out boy has been my therapy. i dont know what it was before that. but it was a part of everything i felt. i know i might not have smiled or talked at meet and greets from time to time. sometimes we had flown in at 5 am or i was sick or had something going on. sometimes i felt shy. sometimes just a bit off. most times i assume people dislike me when i meet them so i dont really talk a whole lot. but every single night on that stage is where i left everything that was twisted up inside my stomach. every single wish. everything. all of the big blackness poured out in sweat, words, screams. and i have to admit i let the fame bug crawl inside me and turn me into mr. hyde for a minute. but i was off of that a long time before anyone thinks i was- in fact all of “ioh” is about being off of it. unfortunately it is something like pandoras box and once you open it- it cant be shut again. and i wish it could more than anybody. if you are a fan of mine please dont vote for me in those stupid polls or anything that doesnt have to do with something i feel passionate about. even that being said. even pretty much going out every night thinking the whole front row of the audience hated me. it felt like going from hulk hogan to sid justice, or whatever his name was. but it still was therapy. and i felt a connection. i felt like a real human. im not the greatest one on one. actually i am probably one of the worst. i dont like to talk or at least i keep whatever i am thinking bottled up. i guess this is me saying thank you for giving that to me. i dont think i can say it enough.


and i the reason for the robert downey jr. quote is ive read in interviews that he turned to physical activities and martial arts as a form of therapy. and i guess thats where i get my therapy now that fob is gone. i get it from running and yoga. no real reason to write this- except to say: you guys were real. you guys are real. pretty rare these days.

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M'n'L Comment by M'n'L on December 12, 2009 at 3:27pm
is it really over ? :/ snifouille ! we really wanted to see you again in FRance ! thnx for march 14 th
wentzd Comment by wentzd on December 12, 2009 at 3:45pm
You're gonna be a ninja now?
musicgurl48 Comment by musicgurl48 on December 12, 2009 at 4:04pm
I want to thank you all of you guys for changing my life. You guys help me through all the most difficut and hard times. The music and you guys help me deal with it and i couldnt do it with out you guys. You guys are my therapy. Im proud to be a huge FOB fan and even if FOB is no more or not I just want you to know that Im always suporting you guys not matter what. You have my suport even if you feel like you have none.
Hada Azul Comment by Hada Azul on December 12, 2009 at 4:33pm
Every person is what he/she is. They can't change it. People has to accept that. If they can't, then bad for them. But... have you ever heard that other quote? "You're the only person you're going to spend your whole life with" so you better stand yourself, 'cause it's what only really matters.
moonlightandsunshine Comment by moonlightandsunshine on December 12, 2009 at 4:38pm
I can't believe it's true. But the biggest question is: Why? I mean ... wow. That's a huge shock for me. But I wanna say thank you guys for the music, the love and the nice time I could spent with you. The concerts were such amazing, too. Thanks for everything. I'll miss you.
punkty Comment by punkty on December 12, 2009 at 5:19pm
if this really is the end i just want to thank you. you've changed my life and my person for the better.
so you got bitten by the bug. most of us could have guessed that. but you still had some contact to fans. you weren't all that stuck up. and you deserve the fame. look at this simple blog. i could read it over and over again. your style simply amazes me. this blog says so much and i feel honored just to think about that a tiny fraction of this goes out to me.
thank you for the time i was able to spend with fall out boy.
and i'm sure your little dude will now make you feel like a "real human" as you said. good luck with whatever the future'll bring.
Aline Regina Comment by Aline Regina on December 12, 2009 at 5:35pm

thank you for making songs that describe a normal person, with music that I could identify me! To me Fall Out Boy is eternal, I think it all happened too fast ... fob will never die .....believers never die..my love for fob will never die...

Aline Regina Comment by Aline Regina on December 12, 2009 at 5:46pm
...calm before the storm setting off...
prettyloserannie Comment by prettyloserannie on December 12, 2009 at 6:05pm
Please don't ever say Fall Out Boy is gone. you guys were my therapy too.. dont you ever quit on me. i'm scared of what's to come in my life.. especially after all that FOB gave me emotionally, the hope to live and know that there were people exactly like me.. everything has been getting worse, not exactly sure how to live like how i used to. I'm not sure i'll ever be in love again. Every concert was an ecstatic bliss with me & every one i went with.. every good night i saw you up on that stage. I've never met any of you and i might never get to but I always wished i could meet my heros.. the band i practically worshipped through speakers. And Fall Out Boy was one of the last things i would have expected to leave in my life.. ad aspera per astra... dusk before dawn.. ciest la vie.
i hope you feel better, your dear friend (of which you have only connected with through lyrics)..
~annie
aninhafob Comment by aninhafob on December 12, 2009 at 6:17pm
I really don't know what to say about this.

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