So.. I've never actually posted a blog before. Ever. I'm not even really sure what to write... I guess I could start by telling you what's on my mind right now. One word. College. The end of my senior year is getting closer and closer and as it does, I grow more and more anxious. In a good and bad way. I'm excited to be almost done with high school, but when it comes to going off to college...I'm scared out of my mind. What's it going to be like? Will I make new friends? Will I fit in? What about classes? What are they going to be like? Will I end up failing out? All of these questions are running through my mind 24/7. Oh, and suddenly I can't decide what my major is going to be. Now I now what you're thinking..."it's okay to not know your major, most people don't know when they first start college." But you see..that's not normal for me. Ever since I was a little girl I've always wanted to be an actress. If anyone ever asked me "Ebii, what do you want to be when you grow up?" I would immediately respond, "I wanna be an actress!!!" I later realized that I just might not make it as a 'big time' actress, so I decided that I would settle for being a theatre teacher and I would act in local theatres. Now I'm just not so sure. I've thought about it and I'm not sure if teaching would be the right thing for me. I mean, I do love theatre...but do I really want to teach? Also, we have this thing at my school called MCTV where we read all the announcements and play videos over the tvs in the classrooms and I almost always announce. I've been told by multiple times that I have a very good speaking voice and should consider something like announcing as a proffession. It is fun, but is that what I really want to do for a career? Let alone the rest of my life? I have no idea, but I need to think of something. Soon. Well that's my little 'dilema' , if you will, for now; I'll figure something out eventually.

That's all for now. (I have English IV homework I should be doing...haha)


Peace and Starshine,
Ebii