ehhh... im just confused.
it seems like friendship is the most selfish thing in the world. if there is true and clean friendship at all. if you feel good.. there will always be someone around you but when it's the down time.. not always there will be someone to carry you out of there. And even sometimes when lots of people are around you , you feel like you are the only one there? that's how i feel.. and i try to hide it from myself but i cant. damn it's so confusing.
Im just glad that i have my guitar.. and for now that's ALL i need.