i feel like this has been a long strange journey of transformation. for awhile my life seemed to be spinning completely out of control. i felt lost. my life fell apart in front of my face and i pretty much was unable to respond to any of it in public instead had to watch the media shred it apart even more. everything about me became toxic. i lost touch with a ton of people. but the glimmer of hope came in the form of music i was listening to. i began to immerse myself deeper and deeper into it. i was finally able to respond creatively to the world in some way at least. i finally feel like i have my feet on the ground again. i know so much has changed and maybe its not your thing. but to those who have stuck it out. thank you. i never say that enough. see you down the road, i hope. new songs and mixes soon. xx. always defend the faith- p.

(edit: new songs for black cards and myself not fob).