Endlessness,

You scare me more than death.

When I think of a never ending thing

I am frightened;

How can anything live

in a timeless

forever going

place?

Time is a friend of mine

and losing it is frightening.

Everything would stay

just as it is

and that is not how I like things

for everything now seems plain and dull

and one day

I want it to be different

but

if everything is endless

then how could it be?

?

Insomnia,

you let me leave the world behind.

Thankyou

for your sweet calmness

no distracting noise

or untasteful sights.

Thank you insomnia

for giving me this unexplainable

blissful happiness.

This never-ending night

lets me truly see what time really is.

Thank you,

insomnia

for taking away stress

pain

sadness

and leaving me

serene

calm

and quiet

in the night.