Your ex-boyfriend (now just he’s just your friend) calls you and says he’s very pissed off…

You’d ask him the reason, right?

Well, what would you do if he says the girl he left you for, has left him now…

You’d think “Karma”, right? You’d say something/whatever to make him feel better, right?

OK, What would you do if he starts to cry, and says how much he loves her…

You’d listen to him, right?

OK, here comes the real question…

What would you do if after all this deployment of emotion you’ve never seen (coming from him), he suddenly realized WHO he is talking to, and he said “But I loved you more, I’ve always loved you more”

If you ask me…

I would have told that motherfucker to go and complain to her… Or whoever he wants to.

I also would have given him a psychiatrist’s number.

I’d have replied just one word: “KARMA”

I’d have hung up the phone

I’d have just laughed…

I would have said whatever!!!!!!!!!!

Wanna know what I did instead?

I just told him he needs to be sure of what he’s gonna do before doing it, I told him people is not gonna react how he’s always expecting, I told him life is cruel and I told him to chill out.

But deep in my mind I was very disappointed. I kinda felt he never loved me how much as he said or as he thinks he did. That’s disappointing because I wasted a lot of precious time and no one’s giving it back to me. FRUSTRATING.

It’s a shame ‘cause 5 months ago I felt very confident about something that now looks just like a game, and illusion to me. I don’t want to spend my whole life like this. And I feel bad for him because I know he’s not aware of the harm he’s doing to himself.

After I “adviced” him, he suddenly stopped crying and said it doesn’t mattered. He said he “never cared” about her since he met her, so it shouldn’t be important now… Then he hung up.

Then, as I write this, he calls again and he’s talking about his sport teacher’s legs…

Now he talks about the girl and how they just met and she’s not so angry with him.

Now he says he loves me so much…

I shouldn’t have picked up the phone in the first place.

And now I think he just wants me to be jealous. Why should he called ME and say that?

I dedicated tooo much time to him, between the phone conversations and this post, but I can’t waste time… I’ve got a lot to do and I haven’t bought the new Fall Out Boy album yet…